Tuesday, May 13, 2008

JUNG... ZINDAGI KI.......



JUNG………
A very famous quote says that Pen is mightier than sword…. It can turn the World upside down…. Your feeling can be expressed well with the help of this Pen… I am also trying to fight out the odds with the help of this only. Honesty and Hard wok in corporate world is one thing that cannot be borne by any one. Have heard that and was considering myself luckiest enough to be aloof of all these things… but alas how come some experience person’s word can be intact… How come his experience can be wrong….Considering myself now, I feel its very much Relevant….
Those who are scared of their capabilities play dirty games….timid enough to face the competition , finding out ways to harass people. Its been said always in our Puranas and Holy books that for King every one is equal…. He does justice… But what if a person at the post of such Power does injustice… Our Holy books say he is no more a person to be reverend… he just becomes a common man at that moment only when he just thinks of just a bit of injustice… people who pretends to be your best friend at face turn out to their ugliest of form… and give you a lesion that Trust a Dog rather than trusting these kind of people who have sweet tongue before you that barge poison at the back…

I have been trying from a very long time to live with this… but suddenly at 1.30 am of night I realized that why shall I keep my feeling in myself and just kill myself day by day….God has given me the strength of Pen that is mightier than anything… I can write down my feelings very well and can get rid of this tension housed deep in the depth of my Heart…

          मेरी कलम अमानत है मेरे लोगों की 
          मेरी कलम तो अदालत है मेरे ज़मीर की 
         इसलिए जो लिखा तपाके -जां से लिखा 
        तभी तो लोच कमान का, जबान तीर की है 
        मै कट गिरु की सलामत रहू , यकीं है मुझे
       की ये हिसारे सितम कोई तो गिराएगा 
       तमाम उम्र की इजा नसीबियो की कसम 
       मेरी कलम का सफर रायगा न जायेगा ( अहमद फ़राज़ )

(हिसारे -सितम - दुःख की सीमा , इजा - पीड़ा, रायगा - व्यर्थ )

Just thinking of whole those days when I tried to keep silent, just at this odd hour of 1.30 am, my Heart and mind decidDe, that my Pen will speak about my feelings now…I am not scared of anyone because I have faith in myself, I Have Faith In My Karmas, and above all I have Faith in GOD, Almighty. My commitment has become more stronger and my heart says… I WILL NEVER NEVER GIVE UP SO EASILY … I WILL FIGHT BACK AND SHOW THEM THAT JUST SOME CLOUDS OF EVIL AND LIE CANNOT HIDE SUN OF THURTH …. NAHHH IT CANNOT HIDE KIRAN………


जो काटोगे पंख मेरे 
ऊँची उड़ान से रोकने को 
तो ये जान लो मुझे 
जमी पे चलना भी आता है  

दूर कर दो जितनी चाहो 
मंज़िल  को मेरे तुम 
इन कदमो पे चल 
मंज़िल छूना मुझे आता है 

जो खींची कभी जमीन 
मेरे पैरों के तले से 
तो  हौसलों के पंखों से
 उड़ना मुझे आता है 

उगाओगे कांटे राहों पे 
मेरे लिए तुम कही भी 
उन राहों पे अपनी हिम्मत से 
फूल खिलाना मुझे आता है 

है दिल में सच्चाई मेरे 
जूनून मंज़िल पाने का 
तेरे किये हर वार से 
लड़ना मुझे आता है 

मेरे सही तरबीयत को 
कमजोरी ना समझना कभी 
मौका पड़ने पे हदें 
तोडना आता है मुझे

जो इन्साफ की खा कसम 
करेगा नाइंसाफी तू 
तो ये जान ले इन्साफ 
के लिए लड़ना मुझे आता है 

जो चुप है जुबां मेरी तो 
न समझ डर है दिल में 
अपनी ख़ामोशी से 
हर जंग जीतना मुझे आता है .... 

I have decided from now onwards my Pen will speak only…its not the fight of equals but sometimes you need to answer back … otherwise you may considered coward…and I am not… My limits have crossed and my blog is now a Rant Machine to answer all……

Monday, April 28, 2008

LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL........


Life is moving in fast lane... Racing has just become the flavour of the season and again Race begins to chase the sweetest of the dreams.....Can't imagine that a sudden turn in life can change you so much... all the pain, all the sufferings, all worries become secondary with just a thought of some one... never imagined that Life will take a U Turn and I will find myself amidst of so much of Happiness... People say Life gives you back what it has taken from you... but am amazed that how can it return me back loads of Happiness with the pains and tears it has taken from me... so many sleepless nights and after that you get the bestest of your sleep with the fanciful and coloured dreams .... thats why It is called life... Expect the Unexpected.....


I was walking alone

Both my hands empty

Heart filled with fear

Never realised that

It will end at you

And your hands will

hold me through

all the journeys onwards.....

Never thought that

tears will roll down

not out of sorrow

but coz of eternal joy

that my heart feels

when you are beside me.......

The roads that seemed

unknown and strange,

will become so lovable

that i feel it never ends

when i am holding your hands.......

Never imagined that

just a glance of yours

will make my life merrier

just a thought of yours

will make my smile broader.....

Never felt that

Life can be so nicer

to me, by bestowing your

as the blessing of God...

Life imagined that

Life will get all

the meaning with you........

Just few lines cant express what you are going through... but really Life has become so beautiful with just one good happening.....

Monday, February 04, 2008

NAV VARSH- NAV PRABHAT


Just looked at the calender and almost screamed... My Gowd its 4th of Feb, one whole month of this New Year gone by and 2nd month also running in full speed to fed away....Month of Resolution went away and Month of Commitments binging on.... hmm so what about the lines I wrote for the New Year.... just stuck up in work and forgot my feelings and my reactions for the surrounding... I feel some thing has lost from myself.... that urgency to gush out my feelings, that eagerness to react to the happenings around me.... Just its me , a mechanical one, doing only the job and forgot myself.... forgot what I want... forgot how I feel......

Any ways Its always a new year, when you start something... so here goes my first poem for This Year...............

कुछ पत्ते यूँ गिरे शाखों से
फिर जाने कहा मिले
कुछ दूर हवा के झोकों से
पर्वत के पार गिरे
कुछ बहे संग नदियों के
कुछ सागर में  मिले....

सदी की तारीख से यु ही
ये वर्ष भी चला गया
जाने किसी कोने  में
अतीत बन समा गया 


पर  खोएगा नहीं ये
उन पत्तों की तरह
बस जायेगा जेहन में
मीठी यादें बन कर
जियेगा हमारी यादों में
एक कहानी बन कर...



कहानी कुछ उत्थान  पतन की
गाथाएं मिलन विछोह की
सुखद स्मृति बन रह जायेगा
ये जेहन में बस जायेगा....


आया है अब फिर नव प्रभात
खुशियाँ   फिर  नयी लाया है
पूर्व वर्ष की कमियों को
ये वर्ष पूरा कर जायेगा
हर सफलता फिर दोहराएगा...

हर्षित होंगे मुखड़े सारे
धूमिल होंगे दुखड़े सारे
कुछ सतरंगी किरणों सा
ये सपना नया सजायेगा
मन पुलकित कर जाएगा


उल्लास और मिलान का ये
एक राग नया सुनाएगा
ये नव वर्ष कुछ यु आएगा
खुशियों की कहानी दोहराएगा।





Hope is one lives  on  and it lets you understand that good things will happen, hurdles will never take a toll on you... and over all we shall all be happy... lets all hope this year comes as a great year of Happiness......